Tuesday, November 17, 2009

What Is Half Head Hightlights

BEHIND AS A CLOUD


is right to be afraid?




Why? Can I choose not to have? Can I delete this
violent emotion and ancestral?

If someone can tell me how to do it.
Because I'm not capable.
Suddenly I feel
be arriving in the whole of mind and heart that beat wildly. The item that s'impasta and breaks down his throat. The legs are planted on the ground, or, at best, they begin to run, to flee. Like thoughts. In uncontrollable tears. In the desire to disappear. As behind a cloud. How many times

.

And how many times the cowardice even becomes the yardstick by which to make decisions.
I'm afraid, so it is good, right, that does not travel that road.

How many lies you tell to protect self-esteem and pride.

Fighting the fear?

And I fight against myself?
Yes, I can.
And who will win?

Because what scares me, I feel as threatening, is never out.
E? a part of me that wishes to be known, re-known, accepted.
Before the rebels.

Fighting fear is doomed to an eternal struggle that does not lead anywhere if not all? Self-alienation.

So what?

So I just try to Starla face.
I can learn to look for a decision without being influenced by it.

Because I am of my biggest fears.

Why fear threatens to stop but also gives me the measure of the stakes. What could be
from? else.
What can I lose.

I can only learn to recognize it to say that will not win.

But once aware of my emotions I can not hear me over the victim. There will be nothing and no one to blame. I can no longer cling to my illusions.

I'll be free.
...
But this is even more frightening.
...
But this is what gives meaning to life and taste.

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